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i have forgotten the words that linger.

in my soul

say stop.

say go.

keep it steady.

release and fly away

from all the problems.

forget the heart break.

forget it and think of the clouds and yourself

just laying in the clouds fluffy and soft.

your dreams lingering all around you.

forgetting the frowns..

and only letting in the happiness. (:

let go and believe that you are your worst enemie and your own.

best friend

CarlyCatherine

ill make the moon
stop
for you.
ill put a lasle around it and give it to you
i love you
forever and ever
and i just dont say that to make you feel special
xoxoxoxoox

im in love with you

good luck with shooting the moon (:

life is unexpected.

sometimes.

things come easy.

sometimes.

they are difficuly.

and hard to live with (:

but. sometimes there is that special someone.

that makes it all worth while.

the someone that makes you bend miles over backwards.

the someone that you will climb over mountians to see.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

A B C D E F G... stop!

H I J K L M N O ... start!

Q R S T U V.. peeling banana's

W X Y.. starting a new life.

Z!

opening your eyes.

1 2 3

im flying through the air.

im in love with you

CarlyCatherine

love me for my heart

im starting to think..

this isnt ReAL!

is it just fantasy or.. reality..?

am i dreaming?

or am i awake?

answer my questions ..

and ill be

yours

FOrevER

i hate.

that.

i love you.

RanDom: thoughts,

laughter,

words,

and every thing you say..

makes me smile (:

lets write a fairytale together

plan out our lives ..

peice by peice.

im 25% itailian... does that make me more sexier?

or.. do you love me.. for my heart <3

CarlyCatherine

finished.

me.

Carly.

Life is

unsettle.

life is full of surprises.

sometimes.

i wish.

i could

know.

who i am

and know my life..

already.

just have my whole entire life..

every thing i ha vent experienced

on video camera.

i could watch it over and over.

replay the best parts.

and erase the bad.

Im finished.

CarlyCatherine

just for dignity

I'm feeling.

happy.

I'm feeling.

open.

I'm feeling ,

that my shield is fading away.

and. suddenly..

I'm figuring out..

that people are starting to care about me.

we can be different then who we appear to be.

sometimes.

murderers.

can have great hearts.

sometimes.

heart breakers.

just need someone to love.

and sometimes..

CarlyCatherine

just needs a paper to write on.

Some times.

CarlyCatherine.

just needs love.

i just need.

protection.

when I'm lonely .

and home alone.

i scream at the top of my lungs!

just for dignity.

CarlyCatherine

A SHINY NEW TOY

hurt.

used as some kind of

TOY.

but. I'm the shiny new

TOY.

the one that every boy wants.

to hold.

to play with .

to touch.

to carry.

I'm a new subject!

but.

then there becomes a

PROBLEM.

there becomes another new toy.

one new thing that no one has seen before.

they cant wait to get they're hands

on it.

Then i am just placed back

in the box. with all the other "OLD TOYS"

i am now. in the box.

with all the other broken hearts.

stolen.

shipped across the sea.

finally. some little boy

picks me up.

dust's me off and smiles at me.

then. he finally realizes.

that i am HIS toy.

then all the other kids start wanting me again.

just because someone else found me.

then they get jealous.

of my beauty of how much this guy loves me.

then i once again

become the shiny new toy.

the one that everyone wants to love, to hold, to touch, and to play with.

but they wont stand a chance.

because the boy that found me. Loves me.

and found me.

picked me.

out of all the other toys

he could have chosen.

he liked me for me.

and not just because i was a shiny new toy.

he thought i was special.

he didn't care that i wasn't a new subject.

he loved me for the person i was.

and i didn't have to be a shiny new toy.

for him to figure that out.

CarlyCatherine

death. and immortality

life is hard.

death is much simpler.

i do not want to rot in the ground when i die.

you. are my grave.

instead of rotting inside a cold

hard piece of cement.

i want to be with you.

i want to still hear your voice whispering in my ear.

i don't want to die.

i want to face my life's battle.

i want to be able to be the first person

who figured out how to become immortal.

and stay that way.

but i wish to not grow older.

i wish to stay or become 16.

i wish you could be

immortal

with me

then we could live together.

and never die.

i wish i was a rock.

could experience all the different lives that i have seen.

if the walls could talk.

they would tell me all the stories

they have seen.

CarlyCatherine

open.

open doors.

sun. is beaming into daylight.

give me all your silence.

lets not speak words.

lets communicate with just our eyes.

chills.

start at my feet .

..

then go up all the way up..

to my spine.

then i make a smile.

a little grin comes out the side of my cheek.

i put my fingers through my hair.

I'm asking you...

all kinds of questions.

i love the way you speak.

you put love songs in my dreams.

my heart has started.

after years of waiting.

all the cobwebs

and dusty engines

are working up again.

just for you.

i make a smile.

twirling my fingers around in the dust.

i want some answers to my questions.

rapping and twisting my washed.

and partially wet hair around.

my fingers.

singing.

actually shouting.

random lyrics to the song.

CarlyCatherine

one organ.

some times.. you get exactly what you want.

but when you think that its exactly

what you wanted. when its not.

you end up hurting people.

but then.

you feel.

insanely selfish

and you disappoint some of the people that you love

most.

and then your just like a fly.

that's stuck in the spiders web.

kicking and screaming to get out.

but your stuck in the worst mess.

ever possible.

i am only one person.

same parts as any other girl.

but something inside me is special.

one thing that only i. have.

everyone has it.. but doesnt use it as well as i do.

i have one thing inside of me.

that cares..

about everyone.

that expresses all of my true feelings.

that makes me confess.

this organ inside of me.

is called.

my.

heart.

it beats faster and faster.

whenever you come close to me.

CarlyCatherine

i am my own person

SINKING! INTO MY BED. THINKING OF ALL MY THOUGHTS AND DREAMS INTO MY HEAD AT THE SAME TIME. I COULD JUST SIT HERE IN MY BED FOR HOURS. JUST THINKING AND STARING AT THE WALL.

IM OVER IT. WAY WAY OVER IT. JUST LET ME BE.

LET ME HAVE MY own HEART BREAK. LET ME LEARN MY own LESSON.

YOU'VE MADE YOUR CHOICE. NOW LET ME MAKE MINE.

MY heart WILL BELONG TO MYSELF NOW.

I WANT TO BE FREE AND CUT OUT ALL THE LITTLE PEICES OF DRAMA. LIKE A SNOWFLAKE.

AND JUST FILL MY MIND WITH HAPPINESS.

no more. NO MORE.. tears, hate, and sorrow.

I AM MY OWN PERSON.

CarlyCatherine

untitles

floating.

getting rid of all bad thoughts.

blocking the bad.

inviting the good.

holding your breath.

just floating in the pool.

just getting all of those bad memories out of your head.

leaving.

wet.

soaked.

thinking.

clear.

remembering.

oh no.

all of the bad..

STOP!

STOP thinking about that.

but i just cant.

i just cant forget about.. what happened to my heart.

and why.. there is a cheap bandage on it.

pounding my head.

no. no. no.

wet. cold.

chills.. running down my body.

one by one.

two by two.

three by three.

running my fingers through my hair.

shaking my head.

back and forth.

smiles.

then i look at you. and frown.

you've hurt me.

now i cant forget it.

I'm done with you.

you are erased from my mind..

like a five year old's toy.

gone and moving on to something new.

painting the white roses red.

and painting the red roses white.

over and over.

not stopping.

please. forgive me.. but I'm through with you.

CarlyCatherine

life is a big puzzle.

life is like a puzzle.

every piece fits together in its own way.

every little piece makes us who we are today (:

the change is good

. I'm changing mine.

my life..

and making every puzzle piece not fit.

i want the pieces that repel.

i want my life..

to be a surprise.

not programed.

i want answers.

not suggestions.

i want a freedom.

not jail.

i want love.

not war.

i do not want hate.

i want my life.

to be like a heart shaped

bell.

that jingles.

when it is lifted up..

twisted around.

or just worn on a necklace.

i want to look down at my life.

replay... the happy moments

and pause the mistakes.

i guess ill go.

I'm like a speaker.

you can turn me down.

you can turn me off.

you can turn me up.

but i only go to a max.

then i stop and say no.

you can twist my nob..

i want to laugh.

for hours.

and not know why i am laughing.

i want to dream..

of happy things..

visions..

people.

i want to find him.

the one i love the most..

sometimes i wonder...

is he even out there? the one who i am going to end up with?

go get your head in strait.

think strait.

focus on the negative..

then you will be so depressed..

that you will have to think positive.

i can see.. with my eyes closed..

better than with my eyes open.

tell me ..

that you love me.. and that you cant possibly live without knowing I'm alive.

life is a puzzle. except all my pieces are missing.

CarlyCatherine

today, tomorrow, and the next day

a hand full of mistakes.

i have had.

but you know what?

I've been thinking..

if i hadn't made.. any of those mistakes..

i wouldn't be who i am today!

which is who i am.

Carly Catherine bartosiewicz.

one 13 teenage...girl

There are a hand full of people that have gone through the same things.. I've gone through.

all of the trials,

all of the tears,

all of the anger,

all of the hate.

all of that is gone.

every little bit.

erased out of my mind...

I'm clearing my thoughts..

and putting new ones in.

painting a new picture.

starting a new day..

printing a new piece of paper..

typing one sentence at a time..

looking and seeing things clearly.

being a little rebellious..

being a little phys co.

but believing in myself.

and who i am today, tomorrow, and the next day..

dancing.

feeling the hair on my head.

brushing off my face.

shaking all of the stress off my body..

to be clean and pure.

I'm believing in myself... who i am today, tomorrow and the next day (:

and thats why im dreaming it!

swim.

feel the water.

all of the droplets.

into one big pool.

of happiness.

of laughter.

of screaming little kids.

while you are just floating..

like a feather in the sky..

except your under water.

underneath all of the stress..

escaping it all.

I'm pushing you away from my life.

you don't need me.

don't be the one that crushes my heart.

sun burnt.

all red.

like the sun.

the sun loves me to much.

i want to escape this earth.

and blast off!

finding my own world..

to live by myself in.

and live with my best friends.

and be able to create new things...

and find countries.

name creatures..

and when I'm upset.

i can run for miles!

without anyone stopping me (:

that is my dream..

but its impossible.

that's why I'm dreaming it!

in my life- written by carly bartosiewicz

in my life..

there are struggles that im facing..

in my world there is magic in the air..

some place i will find a destination..im looking for the things that ive been missing..

in my life..

there are trials that im facing

in my life there are mountians that im climbing..

but i know that im going to change it

and now im just going to leave this place and go.

pack my bags... looking for that something...

i have to find the way back home.

breath.

I'm in a big box.

shielding off everything.

my heart has been injured and now it is healing with a cheap bandage.

trust?

i cant believe i caught you.

because now.

I'm going to have to let you go.

sorry.

but I'm leaving you.

today.

I'm sick of adds.

logo's and slogans.

breath.

just breath.

for hours just sit at the wall and breath.

don't think about anything.

just think about breathing.

inhale.

...

exhale.

he,oho,he,oho,

sit in the corner of your closet.

just thinking about what you said.

and what they did.

hide.

under your bed.

like a little child.

scream.

into your pillow.

dream.

happy thoughts.

walk.

for miles.

let it go.

let all of it go.

just let it go!

and breath.

No entrence

no entrances.
no doors.
no windows.
my head is in the clouds.. yet there is no clouds.
blocked.
no one can hurt me.
punch. angry.
slam open!
Let me out!
i am coming out..
seeing a whole new world around me.
like a new born taking its first real breath.
want to know why? my head is in the clouds?
because.. i am PAINTING the sky..
and painting the sunset... pink and yellow and orange..
adding every detail to the sky as i want.. so i can enjoy my life in it.
the in crowd?
no im random.
im not going into what everyone makes me..
im standing outside the box!
a deep hole.
is in my heart.
im missing something.
a deep hole.
outside my house.
jump in?
ill see whats in there.
i want to fall down a hole.. and find my wonderland.
with rainbows for doors.
Plug me in.
im charging..
my battery is low.
but your love will make me fill all the way to the top.
dont use me.
im not just my body.
im also: my heart, my personality, my eyes.
i can be 1,000,000 different people.
all at the same time.
for you i would be one person.
and stay with you forever.

i love you

stop my muscles.

freeze my blood.

cracks.

in the pavement.

jumping over them.

dancing.

smiling

laughing

call me bipolar?

heal me.

love me.

need me.

i am flying far away.

over mountains.

on my broom stick.

call me crazy?

tease me.

kick me.

kiss me.

summer is here.

love is in the air.

I've made new friends.

I've lost friends.

etc.

etc.

etc.

I'm fragile don't punch me or leave bruises on my skin

heal me.. don't break me.

just be OK?

OK?

yes?

no?

maybe?

sure?

positive?

absolutely!

Go Green.

Go Blue.

Go pink?

that's what I'm doing.

follow trends? no i have my own style.

believe? no. i have my own life.

Santa Claus?

no. palm trees!

love.

one word.

LOVE?

HATE?

promise is a strong word?

do you really mean it?

questions.. questions.. when am i going to get answers?!! people speak now or forever hold your peace..

ill give you my heart. lock it up safe. put it in your pocket. around your neck. what is this world coming to? it takes more energy to love then to kill.. why are you guys so lazy?

stop killing.. and do the harder part. L

O. i want to escape.

with butterflies covering my body V.

E. with non selfish thoughts.

L= look babe.

O= oh you are beautiful

V=very in love with you.

E= can Everyone get this chance that i have?

peace. be with you. let me be with you and let me change your life.. tick

TOCK!

break the time in half.

stop counting.

look into my eyes.

"i love you"

TIME FREEZE.MISTAKES UNMAKE YOURSELF.

i am angry.

like hatie's

i am happy like madusa. which is not so happy...

hate is a strong word.

so is the word heart.

do you have one?

i am filling my head with rap music.

i want to be free.

and be mad for once in my life.

i want to be free.

flutter like a bird.

betraying? NOT MY THING!

cheating? NOT MY THING!

i want to fly away.

just run for miles.

jump over cliffs.

fly over bridges.

skip trials.

break heart breaks.

i want to roll in a puddle of mud.

this isnt working.

make it stop.

i wish i was a robot.

and and some kind of an off button.

and then when i was ready to face the world. i would have an ON button.

Dear sky-

make a storm for me

make it rain.

BUCKETS.

so i can go in the middle of the street and sit there.

getting drenched.

i want to sit and think in the

...

CENTER OF THE EARTH

i want time to freeze.

so i could go up to all my mistakes and unmake them.

i want my life to rewind.

then fast forward and extra 3 years.

I want to ESCAPE

from any kind of problems.

TIME FREEZE. MISTAKES UNMAKE YOURSELF.

I want to sink. but stay living

the greatest day (:

Hugs kisses and more.

i love life.

drama.

heartbreaks.

why did i do this?

there is this guy.. that makes me laugh and smile (:

there is this guy.. that makes me get goosebumps.(:

there is this guy.. that wants me. to hold me.

My world has no worries.

No hate..

everything that i touch turns into water.

except for the things i love the most.

i want to go swimming and sink to the bottom of the pool.

sit there and think for hours.

just sit there like a fish. holding my breath

...

forever.

never.

ever.

come up.

but still be alive.

I want to sink. But keep living.

STAY WITH ME

hunger.

starvation.

obese.

judgment.

sometimes people are meant to be lost from your life

I'm not a toy.

don't use me.

don't break my heart.

I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.

i believe in myself.

lets keep it that way.

not a good day.

kidnapped.

friends.

true friends are the ones who stick to you like hot glue.

just friends are the ones that stick to you like a glue stick. it can fall of you easily.

i like you.

not love.

things have changed.

things have turned my whole life around.

January.

February.

March.

April.

May.
June.
July

August.

September.

October.

November.

December.

Love on the rocks.

hiding from outside.

look at the window.

want to get out.

scream!

let me in!

let me go!

i need you.

i need you to comfort me

I've given you 1,000 second chances.

your time is up.

let me be.

let me go.

depressive.

depressing.

plugging my ears with my fingers from the outside world.

NO MORE

listening.

just thoughts.

reading your mind.

the expression on your face is giving me chills!

let you go?

let you stay?

close my eyes and whisper: "never give up"

close my eyes and say to my self: "forget it all"

close my eyes and scream: "i want you back!"

close my eyes and say: "be with me forever"

close my eyes and cry: "why wont you be with me?"

close my eyes and tear:"what am i doing wrong?"

Wondering.

Pondering.

Entering.

Leaving.

Cry.

Weep.

Smile.

Laugh.

pounding my head.

thinking to myself.

i love you.

don't forget me.

i miss us.

don't leave me.

STAY WITH ME.

undecided love

love is uncertain.

love is unkind.

love is mean.

love is tear full.

but when you find the right person to love, love is awesome!

love is amazing. and is the only thing that keeps my heart beating.. thanks for loving me for who i am (: and not judging me for who im not

i love you
my tear drops fade off my cheek for i have found that love is-

UNDECIDED

MAKING THE BEST OF A BRAND NEW DAY!

rain drops fall down on my toes.

happiness

i love life.

snow.why are you coming when its so near summer?

life comes slower.

i am making today a happy day (:

realizing that some people can be left behind :(

guys are like stars- there are millions of them but only one can make your dreams come true.

rain. makes me smile.

warm rain. makes me laugh.

to help us grow

i have a smile on my face (:

today is going to be good day (:

me and you. are together.

finally. now my heart is half full

and half

...

empty.

...

ink.

love.

summer.

SURPRISE!

confetti!

parties!

tanning!

fall into water.

swim. with your clothes on.

love your life. like me.

love me.

hate me.

loathe me.

kiss me.

hold me.

feel me.

need me.

wet.

dry.

cold.

hot.

chills every where on my body.

tracing?

my arms?

my face?

my legs?

62~ degrees!

sweat shirt.

cakes.

brownies.

peanut m&ms.

taco time! (:

life is amazing.

i am happy and i love life. but today i have so many things to be sad for!

but i guess I'm just making the best of a brand new day!

I AM HERE TO STAY (:

MAKING THE BEST OF A BRAND NEW DAY !

TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY (:

happy to lay here.

happy to be here. in this earth.

i love the life i have .

poles.

what is this world coming to?

i dont recognize myself.

i look in the mirror and say:"who is this girl that stands before me?"

i see pictures of myself. from the younger years and say: " why am i aging everyday? Can this process go faster?"

i do not feel 13.

i feel 16.

a girl that could look at herself in the mirror and say:"wow! i love my life! i love myself! i love my age!"

but no. that doesnt happen to me.

i want to age. faster. but then. get to 16-20 and stop. no more.

i am here to stay.

for life.

i wish i was a vampire.

ahhaha.

im sick of heart breaks

and realationships.

i want to find my inner self.

today i say no.

tomorrow i say yes to whatever comes my way..

please. no. yes maybe!

Tomorrow is a new day!

sweet dreams (:

tired heart

me
you.
me.
you
me
+
you
=
<3>

those words can be so different. but together. they give me the chills.
i have been hiding my feelings in for you. for so long!
when you go.
i find you.
when i go.
...
there is a big whole. in my chest. and you are not going to come back. you love someone different. and you just dont get how much i loved you! now. bridges are building.
and your not my constructor.

I AM CARLY CATHERINE BARTOSIEWICZ

kicking and screaming

here it is. depressing words

dont feel my heart with sorrow.

no more depressing thoughts in my head.

im going deeper.

deeper into the ground

deeper into life.

i am going to figure things out.

no more laziness

no idiodicness.

im all 100% carly catherine bartosiewicz

thats who i am.

and if you dont care. or except me.

screw you.

i am who i am and you cant change me.

so what if i drink coffee?

so what if im not a mormon.

so what if i am a christian!

i have left the molly mormoness

so you can stop trying brooke.

my friends are the ones who except me for who i am.

You know ......? i dont freaking care.

about what you think of me

because take it or leave it i am the way i am.

Im so sick of judgement.

of words.

of subtitles.

im so sick. of black and white!!!! what is the difference?

white's are just regular people .. with some features..

black's lets face it.- they are amazing singers! STOP JUDGING!

who cares about mormon? or christian?

you should be there for me no matter what church i choose. and lets face it! ive already chosen. im being christian!

so. its your loss. if you cant respect that decission.

Mormons- stop judging.

im so glad to be outside of the box and finally figuring out that JESUS CHRIST IS GOD! THE ONE AND ONLY!

believe what you want to believe. but i really dont think that piercings and coffee are the things that god really cares about.

BREATH.

Roses.

flamingoes

close your eyes and imagen. what heaven is going to be like.

close your eyes and imagen.. me with you.

close your eyes and imagen.

just clost your eyes for a minute. and let all of your judgment fly out of your mind.

ive decided.

exceptence.

is the key.

EXCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM

IM PROUD TO BE CHRISTIAN. ITS THE TRUTH

i am carly catherine bartosiewicz

BELIEVE IN ME.

church.

christian.

GOD.

Help me figure out who i am. what my purpose here is on this earth.

I need to find my inner self.

HOPE.

Grace.

GOD= Grace.

Blushing.

Cheeks go red.

Chips.

When you find the one you think is your life its not- till death do you part. its till eternity to you part.

on my mind.

every one needs someone to believe in i have an answer.. you want some one that understands you? that believes that you can accomplish ANYTHING in your life.. some one that is with you in your head every second? answer= JESUS CHRIST.

BELIEVE IN HIM.

dont be in a box all of the time. because thats just going to ship you off to NEVERLAND.

Love yourself.

Think OUTSIDE of the box. and figure out who you truly are.

Because when the results come. your whole life will change.

you know what they say- big things come in small packages.

thoughts come in your head. Like clouds in the sky.

i love you to the stars above.

i hate you like a fiery passion stronger than the sun? NO. I love you with a fiery passion that is stronger than the sun.

BELIEVE IN CHRIST.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

BELIEVE IN ME.

WHERE IS MY MIND?

all night.
all morning.

alone.

with out some one to call my own..

do i turn to a new path?
YES NO check.

do i figure out who i am today?
NO YEScheck.

Every one in this world. has a chance. to be safe. be wanted. they want to know that if they jumped off a bridge that someone would cry. and their life would end to.

Every word. Every Sentence. Every Laugh. Every Kiss. Makes me feel special. to know that someone out there is caring for me.
God, understands me.

God, cares about my heart.

God, Feels me every heart break that i have.

God, hears me.

God, watches my movement.
God, is loving me every second of the day.

God, doesnt care if i drink coffee.

God, listens to me.

God, loves me.

If i cant tell you whats going on GOD is the only one that knows.
I hope. you get your heart back. Can i have my key?
U hurt me.
now i fall down. sit

Moving vans.

Broken glass.

Tears on my cheek.

What am i doing wrong?
Why is this such a fairytale?

I hate that i love you.

LET ME BE DONE
LET ME LIVE MY LIFE.

WITH OUT THE DRAMA
WITH OUT YOU.

cry. inside. let this pain be gone. dont talk anymore. only eye contact. please let me go. let me be. there are 1,000,000's of fish in the sea. And im just a pretty pearl. in a clam.

GOD. MADE ME LIKE THIS.

DONT CHANGE ONE HAIR ON MY HEAD.

WHERE IS MY MIND?

Hold my key safe

tears of hate.

tired eyes.

love you. written all over my arms.

good night sweet moon light.

good night hot sun.

while i go to bed.

ill leave you undone.

I love your face.

i love your love for me.

Good night my sweet love.

HOLD MY KEY SAFE

With out you. love not war.

with out you, babe.

my heart stops beating.

with out you, babe.

life is horrid.

with ou you, babe.

life is nothing but gray.

I need you.

with out , you.

i have NOTHING to say .

I LOVE you. and i always will no matter what. no first impressions. (:

I dont want sentences. i dont want to fear.

i dont want you. with out your laugh, your smile.

please.

Stop this nonsence.

Stop this war.

STop! this horrid WORLD from fighting. and from hurting the hearts of inocent souls. what are we doing wrong!?

STOP KILLING AND START HEALING, START LOVING!

MAKE LOVE - NOT WAR.

AbC

Broken glass.

Tear drops fade.

passing twisters glide by the corner of my eye

Summer.

i want to get to know myself.

my sarrows.

My abilities.

my trials.

God is with me daily. Passing through my head like a cloud.

I miss u.

I miss your smile.

Please summer days instead of passing me by come towards me and let your light shine through my shades.

Winter:

Jackets

breeze

snow

sleds

Hot chocolate

Summer:

tanning.

love

laughter

Take care of me. Feel with me. Cry with me. Abide with me.

Fox. taste.

The same.

caviar. Never heard of it.

Fish eggs? not going to eat those pour innocent souls.

tears.

Feeling

Saving. myself.

FEEL ME- LOVE ME