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Friday, June 11, 2010

one organ.

some times.. you get exactly what you want.
but when you think that its exactly
what you wanted. when its not.
you end up hurting people.
but then.
you feel.
insanely selfish
and you disappoint some of the people that you love
most.
and then your just like a fly.
that's stuck in the spiders web.
kicking and screaming to get out.
but your stuck in the worst mess.
ever possible.
i am only one person.
same parts as any other girl.
but something inside me is special.
one thing that only i. have.
everyone has it.. but doesnt use it as well as i do.
i have one thing inside of me.
that cares..
about everyone.
that expresses all of my true feelings.
that makes me confess.
this organ inside of me.
is called.
my.
heart.
it beats faster and faster.
whenever you come close to me.
CarlyCatherine

i am my own person

SINKING! INTO MY BED. THINKING OF ALL MY THOUGHTS AND DREAMS INTO MY HEAD AT THE SAME TIME. I COULD JUST SIT HERE IN MY BED FOR HOURS. JUST THINKING AND STARING AT THE WALL.
IM OVER IT. WAY WAY OVER IT. JUST LET ME BE.
LET ME HAVE MY own HEART BREAK. LET ME LEARN MY own LESSON.
YOU'VE MADE YOUR CHOICE. NOW LET ME MAKE MINE.
MY heart WILL BELONG TO MYSELF NOW.
I WANT TO BE FREE AND CUT OUT ALL THE LITTLE PEICES OF DRAMA. LIKE A SNOWFLAKE.
AND JUST FILL MY MIND WITH HAPPINESS.
no more. NO MORE.. tears, hate, and sorrow.
I AM MY OWN PERSON.
CarlyCatherine