floating.
getting rid of all bad thoughts.
blocking the bad.
inviting the good.
holding your breath.
just floating in the pool.
just getting all of those bad memories out of your head.
leaving.
wet.
soaked.
thinking.
clear.
remembering.
oh no.
all of the bad..
STOP!
STOP thinking about that.
but i just cant.
i just cant forget about.. what happened to my heart.
and why.. there is a cheap bandage on it.
pounding my head.
no. no. no.
wet. cold.
chills.. running down my body.
one by one.
two by two.
three by three.
running my fingers through my hair.
shaking my head.
back and forth.
smiles.
then i look at you. and frown.
you've hurt me.
now i cant forget it.
I'm done with you.
you are erased from my mind..
like a five year old's toy.
gone and moving on to something new.
painting the white roses red.
and painting the red roses white.
over and over.
not stopping.
please. forgive me.. but I'm through with you.
CarlyCatherine
