life is like a puzzle.
every piece fits together in its own way.
every little piece makes us who we are today (:
the change is good
. I'm changing mine.
my life..
and making every puzzle piece not fit.
i want the pieces that repel.
i want my life..
to be a surprise.
not programed.
i want answers.
not suggestions.
i want a freedom.
not jail.
i want love.
not war.
i do not want hate.
i want my life.
to be like a heart shaped
bell.
that jingles.
when it is lifted up..
twisted around.
or just worn on a necklace.
i want to look down at my life.
replay... the happy moments
and pause the mistakes.
i guess ill go.
I'm like a speaker.
you can turn me down.
you can turn me off.
you can turn me up.
but i only go to a max.
then i stop and say no.
you can twist my nob..
i want to laugh.
for hours.
and not know why i am laughing.
i want to dream..
of happy things..
visions..
people.
i want to find him.
the one i love the most..
sometimes i wonder...
is he even out there? the one who i am going to end up with?
go get your head in strait.
think strait.
focus on the negative..
then you will be so depressed..
that you will have to think positive.
i can see.. with my eyes closed..
better than with my eyes open.
tell me ..
that you love me.. and that you cant possibly live without knowing I'm alive.
life is a puzzle. except all my pieces are missing.
CarlyCatherine
