and thats why im dreaming it!

swim.

feel the water.

all of the droplets.

into one big pool.

of happiness.

of laughter.

of screaming little kids.

while you are just floating..

like a feather in the sky..

except your under water.

underneath all of the stress..

escaping it all.

I'm pushing you away from my life.

you don't need me.

don't be the one that crushes my heart.

sun burnt.

all red.

like the sun.

the sun loves me to much.

i want to escape this earth.

and blast off!

finding my own world..

to live by myself in.

and live with my best friends.

and be able to create new things...

and find countries.

name creatures..

and when I'm upset.

i can run for miles!

without anyone stopping me (:

that is my dream..

but its impossible.

that's why I'm dreaming it!

in my life- written by carly bartosiewicz

in my life..

there are struggles that im facing..

in my world there is magic in the air..

some place i will find a destination..im looking for the things that ive been missing..

in my life..

there are trials that im facing

in my life there are mountians that im climbing..

but i know that im going to change it

and now im just going to leave this place and go.

pack my bags... looking for that something...

i have to find the way back home.

breath.

I'm in a big box.

shielding off everything.

my heart has been injured and now it is healing with a cheap bandage.

trust?

i cant believe i caught you.

because now.

I'm going to have to let you go.

sorry.

but I'm leaving you.

today.

I'm sick of adds.

logo's and slogans.

breath.

just breath.

for hours just sit at the wall and breath.

don't think about anything.

just think about breathing.

inhale.

...

exhale.

he,oho,he,oho,

sit in the corner of your closet.

just thinking about what you said.

and what they did.

hide.

under your bed.

like a little child.

scream.

into your pillow.

dream.

happy thoughts.

walk.

for miles.

let it go.

let all of it go.

just let it go!

and breath.