I want to sink. but stay living

the greatest day (:

Hugs kisses and more.

i love life.

drama.

heartbreaks.

why did i do this?

there is this guy.. that makes me laugh and smile (:

there is this guy.. that makes me get goosebumps.(:

there is this guy.. that wants me. to hold me.

My world has no worries.

No hate..

everything that i touch turns into water.

except for the things i love the most.

i want to go swimming and sink to the bottom of the pool.

sit there and think for hours.

just sit there like a fish. holding my breath

...

forever.

never.

ever.

come up.

but still be alive.

I want to sink. But keep living.