WHERE IS MY MIND?

all night.
all morning.

alone.

with out some one to call my own..

do i turn to a new path?
YES NO check.

do i figure out who i am today?
NO YEScheck.

Every one in this world. has a chance. to be safe. be wanted. they want to know that if they jumped off a bridge that someone would cry. and their life would end to.

Every word. Every Sentence. Every Laugh. Every Kiss. Makes me feel special. to know that someone out there is caring for me.
God, understands me.

God, cares about my heart.

God, Feels me every heart break that i have.

God, hears me.

God, watches my movement.
God, is loving me every second of the day.

God, doesnt care if i drink coffee.

God, listens to me.

God, loves me.

If i cant tell you whats going on GOD is the only one that knows.
I hope. you get your heart back. Can i have my key?
U hurt me.
now i fall down. sit

Moving vans.

Broken glass.

Tears on my cheek.

What am i doing wrong?
Why is this such a fairytale?

I hate that i love you.

LET ME BE DONE
LET ME LIVE MY LIFE.

WITH OUT THE DRAMA
WITH OUT YOU.

cry. inside. let this pain be gone. dont talk anymore. only eye contact. please let me go. let me be. there are 1,000,000's of fish in the sea. And im just a pretty pearl. in a clam.

GOD. MADE ME LIKE THIS.

DONT CHANGE ONE HAIR ON MY HEAD.

WHERE IS MY MIND?